Hey. Sorry to text you so late, there's no emergency or anything, but I'm suddenly very awake again and it's because of the same bad dreams as always, because apparently my subconscious just doesn't want to move on from any of it, so anyway.
I just wanted to say hi and check in to see how you're doing. If you're even awake, shit, I just realized it's almost 4am.
There doesn't have to be an emergency for you to reach out, you know. You're my friend. And part of that means talking!
Also, I'm awake. Obviously! I mean, it's hard to sleep sometimes. With all the bad dreams. It's easier to stay awake and keep watch. Not that I'm paranoid!
So I guess the third thing is I don't really know how I'm doing.
Sometimes I have a hard time not assuming the worst when I get a call super late at night, and I just didn't want you to worry, in case this place is making you feel the same.
Maybe? No? Yes? I'm not sure I want to talk about them specifically. It's exhausting. It's just sometimes I wake up and I end up questioning if this place is even real. Again. It's the clock, I think.
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anyway.
I just
wanted to say hi
and check in to see how you're doing.
If you're even awake, shit, I just realized it's almost 4am.
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There doesn't have to be an emergency for you to reach out, you know. You're my friend. And part of that means talking!
Also, I'm awake. Obviously! I mean, it's hard to sleep sometimes. With all the bad dreams. It's easier to stay awake and keep watch. Not that I'm paranoid!
So I guess the third thing is I don't really know how I'm doing.
Do you want to talk about your dreams?
no subject
Maybe? No? Yes? I'm not sure I want to talk about them specifically.
It's exhausting.
It's just
sometimes I wake up and I end up questioning if this place is even real. Again.
It's the clock, I think.