the guy? he’s definitely got some fbi watergate bullshit type set up here with this network if we can talk to him by praying. can’t be too careful about the important stuff.
Hey. Sorry to text you so late, there's no emergency or anything, but I'm suddenly very awake again and it's because of the same bad dreams as always, because apparently my subconscious just doesn't want to move on from any of it, so anyway.
I just wanted to say hi and check in to see how you're doing. If you're even awake, shit, I just realized it's almost 4am.
There doesn't have to be an emergency for you to reach out, you know. You're my friend. And part of that means talking!
Also, I'm awake. Obviously! I mean, it's hard to sleep sometimes. With all the bad dreams. It's easier to stay awake and keep watch. Not that I'm paranoid!
So I guess the third thing is I don't really know how I'm doing.
Sometimes I have a hard time not assuming the worst when I get a call super late at night, and I just didn't want you to worry, in case this place is making you feel the same.
Maybe? No? Yes? I'm not sure I want to talk about them specifically. It's exhausting. It's just sometimes I wake up and I end up questioning if this place is even real. Again. It's the clock, I think.
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don’t tell me what it is through the network.
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but who do you think can see this except us?
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the guy? he’s definitely got some fbi watergate bullshit type set up here with this network if we can talk to him by praying. can’t be too careful about the important stuff.
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and i remember to ask right now. i'm worried the right amount about all this.
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but that's okay as long as someone wouldn't guess it immediately if they were pretending to be you.
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[this sweet summer child never even considered that to be a possibility]
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text; un: topgun ( ... she didn't remember to change it after replying to steve's post )
anyway.
I just
wanted to say hi
and check in to see how you're doing.
If you're even awake, shit, I just realized it's almost 4am.
2/2
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There doesn't have to be an emergency for you to reach out, you know. You're my friend. And part of that means talking!
Also, I'm awake. Obviously! I mean, it's hard to sleep sometimes. With all the bad dreams. It's easier to stay awake and keep watch. Not that I'm paranoid!
So I guess the third thing is I don't really know how I'm doing.
Do you want to talk about your dreams?
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Maybe? No? Yes? I'm not sure I want to talk about them specifically.
It's exhausting.
It's just
sometimes I wake up and I end up questioning if this place is even real. Again.
It's the clock, I think.