There doesn't have to be an emergency for you to reach out, you know. You're my friend. And part of that means talking!
Also, I'm awake. Obviously! I mean, it's hard to sleep sometimes. With all the bad dreams. It's easier to stay awake and keep watch. Not that I'm paranoid!
So I guess the third thing is I don't really know how I'm doing.
Sometimes I have a hard time not assuming the worst when I get a call super late at night, and I just didn't want you to worry, in case this place is making you feel the same.
Maybe? No? Yes? I'm not sure I want to talk about them specifically. It's exhausting. It's just sometimes I wake up and I end up questioning if this place is even real. Again. It's the clock, I think.
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There doesn't have to be an emergency for you to reach out, you know. You're my friend. And part of that means talking!
Also, I'm awake. Obviously! I mean, it's hard to sleep sometimes. With all the bad dreams. It's easier to stay awake and keep watch. Not that I'm paranoid!
So I guess the third thing is I don't really know how I'm doing.
Do you want to talk about your dreams?
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Maybe? No? Yes? I'm not sure I want to talk about them specifically.
It's exhausting.
It's just
sometimes I wake up and I end up questioning if this place is even real. Again.
It's the clock, I think.