chrissy cunningham (
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[When she went to Eddie Munson in the woods outside the school to try and get drugs off of him, it was her final attempt to try and stop what was happening to her. She hadn't been expecting to have quite the conversation they had, and maybe she went back home that day with a crush on him. It gets her thinking about the possibilities outside of Jason and the way he's with her because it feels like he wants to own her. When she slips into Eddie's van after the basketball game, she wonders if the butterflies in her stomach are caused by being aware of her new little crush, or if it's because she's about to do drugs for the first time.
Of course, as her luck has it, he's not actually able to get her anything. The chaos that's unfolded in Chrissy's mind finally comes full circle, and he returns to the living room with drugs in hand, only to see her floating. In her mind, Chrissy is facing down the monster that killed her. She's terrified, trapped in her own head. There's no escape, she realizes. And she thinks that this i it. This is how she's going to die.
She remembers calling out to Eddie before the lights flickered. Remembers calling out to him again right after they did. But as she screams for him again, it dawns on her that he's not able to hear her. The terror turns to pure panic as the monster finds her, advancing on her with words that are meant to be a reassurance. Don't be scared, he tells her. It will be over soon.
Tears stream down her face and all she can do is scream. She thinks of Eddie in the clearing in the woods, the way he had smiled and laughed. How he had literally forced himself to fall back off the picnic table just to make her laugh. In those final seconds, she wishes she had been brave enough to do something more than just smile and laugh. She wishes she had done one thing worth living for in her short life.
Out in reality, her eyes are whited over as her body trembles. Tears slip free from her eyes, but they're completely vacant. She's accepted her death, too afraid to do anything but shake and sob in fear.]
Of course, as her luck has it, he's not actually able to get her anything. The chaos that's unfolded in Chrissy's mind finally comes full circle, and he returns to the living room with drugs in hand, only to see her floating. In her mind, Chrissy is facing down the monster that killed her. She's terrified, trapped in her own head. There's no escape, she realizes. And she thinks that this i it. This is how she's going to die.
She remembers calling out to Eddie before the lights flickered. Remembers calling out to him again right after they did. But as she screams for him again, it dawns on her that he's not able to hear her. The terror turns to pure panic as the monster finds her, advancing on her with words that are meant to be a reassurance. Don't be scared, he tells her. It will be over soon.
Tears stream down her face and all she can do is scream. She thinks of Eddie in the clearing in the woods, the way he had smiled and laughed. How he had literally forced himself to fall back off the picnic table just to make her laugh. In those final seconds, she wishes she had been brave enough to do something more than just smile and laugh. She wishes she had done one thing worth living for in her short life.
Out in reality, her eyes are whited over as her body trembles. Tears slip free from her eyes, but they're completely vacant. She's accepted her death, too afraid to do anything but shake and sob in fear.]
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[ Eddie exhales a chuckle against her skin, sucking the tiniest mark against her collarbone. The way she's reacting to his hands has him curious, so he ducks his head down to press a kiss to one of her nipples, following it with his tongue.
The magazines aren't going to see much use with Chrissy here. She's hotter than any fantasy, so sensitive and needy that it's making his head spin.
Eddie guides her downward to lie beneath him on the mattress, crawling over her after he peels out of his t-shirt. His knee rests between her thighs while he leans in to kiss her again, sighing into her mouth.
His fingertips trail down her torso until they run along the waistband of her boxers. He has to pause to swallow hard, heart pounding. ]
May I?
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Her eyes are wide and nearly unfocused with arousal as he leans over her, and her lips part as readily as her legs do to make room for him between them. He sighs into her mouth, and she echoes the sound, hand curling against the back of his neck while she enjoys the feeling of his tongue exploring her mouth.
But nothing prepares her for the way he looks when he asks her if it's okay to keep going. She swears she can hear his heart pounding just as loud as her is in her own ears. Almost dumbstruck by how needy for him she is, all she can do at first is slowly nod in response.]
I want you to.
[She wants the boxers off, wants to be completely naked beneath him. His fingers curl in the waistband and he starts to work them off of her, and her breath hitches momentarily as her body is slowly revealed to him completely. Her legs shift and move, hips rising so he can get them off of her. And when they're discarded and she's left naked, there's a moment where she almost worries that maybe he won't like what he sees. Maybe she's too bony and thin, not curvy enough like the girls on the cover of his magazines.
She's stuck in the body she's starved herself in order to be small enough for her mother's love, and she gets that maybe he won't be into that. But she doesn't see disgust or concern when he looks at her. She just sees want that echoes her own. Chrissy leans up enough to steal a tender kiss, hands on his shoulders pulling him back down with her so they can take the time to enjoy it.
This way, she can feel his warm skin against hers, her small breasts pressing against his chest. The contact is enough to make her shiver, goosebumps rising up over her skin as her nipples harden to the point of acute sensitivity. It would be embarrassing how attuned her body is to him, except she's never experienced anything like this before and it's absolutely mesmerizing.
One of her hands slides down between them as they kiss again and again, her fingers gently curling around his cock. There's a soft murmur as she feels how hard he is already, and as her palm encircles him, she starts to slowly stroke. ]
Tell me what you want, Eddie. I want to take care of you.
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[ He's said it already, but he can't stop. Getting her naked beneath him is something Eddie never knew he needed this badly, but now that they're here, it feels like he's never wanted anything or anyone more in his life. More than anything, he wants Chrissy to enjoy it. Maybe there's just something petty in him that wants to be a better lay than Jason or whoever else she's been with. Or maybe Regardless - she deserves to get treated like a goddamn princess.
The feeling of Chrissy's skin against his makes him moan into her mouth again, and Eddie knows he needs to chase it with more. While she pulls him into kiss after kiss, he struggles his way out of his jeans and boxers, his cock bobbing between his legs. As soon as her hand wraps around him, he shivers, gasping as his hips roll forward. ]
Oh, fuck, Chrissy --
[ Biting down on his bottom lip, Eddie groans, feeling his cock strain within her grasp. He's already so hard it aches, and he doesn't know how long he'll be able to hold out with her touching him like this. So after a few more strokes, he kisses her before pulling back, eager to return the favor. His fingers trail down her abdomen until they dip between her thighs, and he can't help but gasp again at how wet she is, how warm. He teases her, moving his fingers back and forth to slick them before one carefully, slowly begins to press inside her. ]
You still looking for a reason to use those condoms? 'Cause - that's what I want.
[ He's breathless, his lips parted as he gazes down at her, watching her face as he sinks his finger inside her bit by bit. If it hurts, obviously he wants to know - but he wants to know if it feels good just as much. ]
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So of course his question earns a very determined nod of her head.]
God, yes. I want you so much. But I —
[She hesitates saying anything more, because as his finger sinks further into her she thinks it will be obvious that she hasn't had sex before. None of that really matters to her though, not when he has her softly gasping and nearly writhing. One of her hands tangles in her own hair, and her teeth briefly press over her lip as her hips rock and she rides against his hand.]
Eddie, please. It feels so good, but it's not enough. I need more.
[She's never been this aroused before, never wanted anyone the way she wants him. It's not just the drugs or the trauma they've been through, though she knows that's certainly bonded them together. She's wanted him from the second he made her smile out in the woods. And maybe she had developed a quick crush on him then, but everything they've gone through since then has only turned to genuine feelings on top of the attraction. Chrissy feels such a strong connection to him that she's desperate to be as close as possible.
Because if something winds up happening and they don't take advantage of this time they have together, she thinks it might absolutely destroy her.]
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You mean more than this?
[ Eddie lets out a breathless chuckle, working his fingers in and out of her. Chrissy's face is so expressive, and he wants to memorize the way she gasps and trembles below him. Something dawns on him, though, that gives him pause, keeping his hand still but not withdrawing. ]
Hey - you've done this before, right?
[ He hopes that it's a stupid question. Her and Jason have been dating for-ev-er, after all. ]
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She shifts against his fingers, softly whimpering as she tries to focus on answering him instead of wanting him to keep going.]
Jason's used his fingers before.
[Which is avoiding what she knows he's really asking, but it's so hard to come out and say it with the anxiety she's feeling at the thought of him withdrawing and telling her he doesn't want to keep going.]
But he wanted me to stay a virgin, so...
[She turns dark red, and brings both hands up to cover her face.]
I've only really ever made him get off with my mouth or hands. This is my first time where I've ever wanted more than that.
[And with his fingers still in her, she's so horny right now it's hard for her to think straight. But she's trying, wanting to reassure him completely.]
I really want to keep going, Eddie. With you. Please don't stop.
[Her hands have at least dropped away from her face, and she's reached up to twirl his hair around her index finger. The connection she feels with him is strong and real, and the whole concept of purity doesn't really matter to her when she's with him. She's thought it was stupid for a while now. But she can only hope that Eddie isn't going to insist that he pull back because she's inexperienced.]
Please?
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The point is, the very idea of Jason getting an opinion on Chrissy's virginity pisses him off.
Eddie's struggling to keep his fingers still when she's begging him to keep going, though, so he curls them upward until he feels Chrissy tense around them. There's no sense in telling her no when they want each other this badly, virgin or otherwise. ]
I'm not gonna stop unless you tell me to. Promise.
[ His fingers gently slip out of her so he can rip open one of the boxes of condoms she'd slipped into his bag, though he's much more careful when opening the condom packet itself. He rolls it on with a quiet sigh, stroking himself as he settles between her legs again.
His left hand settles on her thigh to brace himself, then he guides his cock toward her entrance but doesn't try to press inward just yet. Instead, he rubs the head of his cock against her - against her clit, against her hole, groaning. His thighs are trembling with anticipation, and he needs to feel her now. ]
Tell me what you want when you're ready for it.
[ As soon as Chrissy gives him the go-ahead, he'll carefully begin to sink inside her, gasping and letting his head fall back. ]
Oh fuck, Chrissy...
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As he slowly pushes in, her grip on his arm tightens as there's a pinprick of pain that's more pronounced, and her gasps become sharper and louder as her head falls back against the mattress. It's hard to know what she wants, when she's so focused on just experiencing the way he feels inside her. It's good though, the tight fit better than what his fingers offered her with as worked up as she is.
Her breath catches as she feels him bottom out within her, and her thumb works small circles against his arm to reassure him that she's fine. She's suddenly overcome with an overwhelming sense of adoration as she looks up at him. It's with a content sigh that her other hand curls against the back of his head, guiding him in for a tender kiss.
Her lips remain parted after the kiss comes to an end, and they share the same breath as his forehead touches against hers. Chrissy's convinced in that moment that she loves him, that there's no way she can feel this strongly for someone that she doesn't care for that much. But she also knows that lust is a powerful emotion, and that her arousal can be amplifying the way she feels. Still, she knows that the connection they share is strong, something powerful that sex only binds together stronger and amplifies.]
Please, Eddie... [She has no idea what she's begging for, but her voice still sounds wrecked as she pleads with him.] You can move now, okay? I want to feel you.
[Not that she already isn't feeling him, but she knows it's only going to get better now that he's given her the time to adjust.]
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She pulls him down into another kiss, which helps to ease Eddie's anxieties a little. Her voice is strained, wavering as she begs him to continue, and Eddie has to bite down on his bottom lip to try and keep some of his composure. ]
You're sure?
[ He's panting as he draws his hips back to ease out of her, only to slide forward again with another moan. Honestly, Eddie just hopes he can last long enough to make it worth Chrissy's while. He's not going to be satisfied with anything less than making her come for him, for her to lose control and give in to selfish pleasures. It takes a lot of self control to keep his pace steady, to not just thrust into her as hard or as fast as possible. ]
You feel so fucking good, Chrissy. You're doing so good.
[ His fingers slide down to toy with her swollen clit, marveling at how stiff it feels against his fingertips. Eddie wants to feel her tense around him, draw every last whine and moan out of her that he can. It might be the only chance he gets. ]
Tell me what feels best, okay?
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But this? This is something more than just good. It isn't just sex, she thinks. Though obviously the physical act is, there's a sense of heightened emotion, that tension that's mounted between them reaching an elevated headiness. Even if she doesn't know any better about how long this should last, it's amazing for her once her body starts to better adjust and she's left reeling with each thrust. Her fingernails dig into him as her hands try to find purchase against his back and his shoulders, and it doesn't take long for her to figure out that it's much better if she hikes her leg upward and legs it curl around him just slightly.
When that happens, it opens her a bit wider, allows for easier and deeper movement. And she actually cries out the first time he steadily drives himself back home within her, and her body rocks along with him. Of course, it helps that his hand is slowly working at her clit. It's so swollen and sensitive, any little touch or press of his finger is enough to make her feel like she might crawl out of her skin. It feels like so much pleasure all at once, that she isn't sure she'll be able to keep going. She does, of course, because she wants this with Eddie. She wants to make the both of them feel good. And right now, the warmth in her belly is building to something good.
Her thighs tremble with the force of it, and she brings her other leg up to wrap around him. Her heels dig into his back as she starts to figure out his rhythm and moves along with him as best as she can, gasping and whining for him as they work together to build a pace that works for them.]
A little faster, Eddie. [She asks him on the tail end of a whimper, her face contorted in pleasure as she feels her body screaming at her in need of release.] Please? Just a little more.
[She doesn't care if it's harder and faster, it doesn't really matter to her right now. His cock is throbbing inside her with every thrust, his fingers toying with her clit making her so incredibly sensitive and needy that she can't think straight. This is the single best experience of her entire life, and she can't believe she ever believed anyone that told her this was sinful or not what girls should want. Now that she's had a taste of what intimacy with someone you care about can feel like, she's not sure she'll ever be able to get enough.
Oh, she wishes she could be more vocal. Do more than just whine and whimper, gasp when things feel good. But she hopes he knows that every murmur and groan of his name is meant to encourage him, meant to show him how damn good this feels. He's so good to her, so gentle and sweet. As far as first times go, she's pretty convinced this is perfect. Even if the situation they're in is terrible, at least now they have this moment together to make some of it worthwhile.]
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She doesn't have to ask twice for him to go faster, his hips bucking forward again and again to meet her motions. He applies more pressure to her clit with his fingers, watching for her reaction. There's a delicate line between too much and just right, and Eddie's determined to get this perfect. Perfect for the perfect girl. ]
I wanna make you come, baby. [ His voice is wavering, strained. Truthfully, he's trying to hold back so he doesn't come before her. But she feels so good he's not sure he'll make it that much longer. ] Tell me what you need.
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Still, her hand eventually slips down between them, guiding his touch against her clit until they find a rhythm that has her nearly seeing stars. She knows when they find it because she actually sharply cries out, and her toes curl as her heels dig against him. That's good. Good enough that the warmth in her belly escalates into an all out tingling fire.]
Just like that, okay? Don't stop.
[Her voice is strained with as tightly wound as she is, breathy and tense as she moves with him as best as she can. It isn't long before his name is falling from her over and over, getting louder as he brings her to the edge. Jason had always told her that girls don't get off, that it's not something she should want. But as her first orgasm washes over her and she's left clinging hold of him, fingernails dragging against his back, she realizes that he's lied to her for years.
This is the most absolute perfect moment of her life. Girls can come, and they're meant to do it just the same as the guy is. It feels amazing, an all consuming kind of sensation. It's electric, only amplified by the way she can feel her inner walls spasming around his cock as he continues to seek his own end. At the precipice of her climax, everything within her seems to short circuit. Thought is lost completely, and she's just left with a searing white flash of pure pleasure. It runs hot through her, leaving her trembling in its wake as she slowly starts to come down.
She's sensitive but blissed out as she lets her legs drop down from around him, feeling too boneless to keep them wrapped. They lay splayed wide open, her flexibility as a cheerleader put into display as she relaxes back against the bed. Her fingertips press against his cheek, and she guides his forehead down to press against hers so she can kiss him.]
I just need you. [She murmurs against his lips, gasping softly as her sensitive body seems to be even tighter around him now. With her every nerve ending alit, it's almost too much. But it's amazing, and she urges him to let go with sweet whispers and kisses.
This isn't just sex, as much as she thinks he might prefer for it to be just physical. The bond that they have is only amplified for her now. She feels so connected to him that it's hard to tell where she ends and he begins.]
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There's a certain pride in knowing he's unlocked something, here. Not the virginity bullshit, screw that, but just making Chrissy completely lose control. She's always hiding herself, trying to make herself smaller. Quieter. But here, bucking her hips to meet his thrusts, her muscles tensing and spasming as she moans his name again and again, she's completely shameless. ]
Fuck, yes, Chrissy - just like that -
[ Eddie's gasping too, his own climax only growing closer and closer as Chrissy splays her thighs against the mattress. He grips them tight as she guides him into another kiss, unable to keep himself from panting against her soft lips.
His own thighs tense as his hips snap forward again and again, the rhythm he'd built with her quickly devolving as he shudders and groans. Eddie thrusts as deep as he can as he comes, his lips parted in an almost endless stream of moans.
When he's finally sated, Eddie carefully pulls out of Chrissy with a heaving sigh. He moves to get the condom off and disposed of as quickly as he can so he can return to her side, pulling her into a lingering kiss. ]
How're you doing? I didn't hurt you or anything?
[ Eddie smiles, then adjusts himself so he can pull Chrissy into his arms, still catching his breath. Her skin is so soft against his, and he can't help tracing circles over her back with his fingertips, pressing kisses to the top of her head. ]
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You didn't hurt me, Eddie.
[Her voice is soft and sweet as ever as she tries to reassure him, pressing gentle nips and kisses along his neck and collarbone. The fact that he's so worried that he might've hurt her makes her smile, because if she was going to buy into the whole virginity thing anymore, she only would because he's the perfect guy to have had sex with for the first time.
Thankfully, she doesn't vocalize that. She just makes a soft, happy sound that dies off in the back of her throat. And her hands lightly work their way up and down along his sides, until they settle against his hips.]
I feel great actually. Really great. You were so good. And um...
[Her head lifts, cheeks now dark red as she manages to somehow be embarrassed as she admits something out loud.]
I'd like to do that again sometime. Only if it was good for you too, I mean!
[Her fingers are tracing idle circles against his chest now, and she's quick to duck her head and press her face back up against him to breathe in his scent. Eddie doesn't need to see her shyness to know it's there. It's not like they have sex once and it's fucked out of her. In time it might, maybe. But it still lingers now, doubt about whether or not she was good enough clouding her high and bringing her back down to Earth.
She really wants to be perfect at everything she does. And it's stupid maybe, but she wants to be good for Eddie. Chrissy wants to make everything he's going through right now, all the fear and upset he's experienced? She desperately wants to be worth it for him.]
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[ Eddie can't stop smiling as Chrissy kisses his skin, and he's not sure he's ever felt so flustered after fucking someone. Maybe it's the disbelief that any of this is really happening, or that it's one of the least insane things going on in their lives at this exact moment.
Her fingertips trace his bare skin and he shivers, exhaling a chuckle as he watches her blush and duck her face down against his chest. How the hell was he supposed to do anything but fall for her?
Has he ever slept with anyone he really ended up catching feelings for? No. And given the circumstances, it's probably a bad idea. But - the heart wants what it wants.
Careful to mind her bad arm, Eddie pulls her in closer to kiss the top of her head again, wrapping his arms around her frame. ]
Chrissy, you were incredible. I mean it.
[ He'd never compare her to anyone else, and he also has no intentions of inferring how much he gets around (or who he gets around with), but this really is up there. Maybe it's all those pesky feelings. Eddie strokes her hair, practically melting into the mattress beneath her. Maybe they should finish that joint. ]
I'm really glad it was good for you. We can do that whenever you want. And uh - if there's anything you wanna try in particular... [ Now he's blushing. Really, Munson? ] Just, uh... let me know.
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Anything?
[The way she asks it already implies that there's plenty she's curious about and wants to try. And she's smart enough to know that they're not going to be able to do it right now. But it gives her a little hope to know they have something to look forward to if they can get through this mess of a situation they're in.
Her arm is broken and in a cast. His face is busted up. She knows her family and Jason are out looking for them, and the police have to be involved. There's a monster hot on her trail, one that's trying to kill her. But they have each other, and maybe that's all they really need to get by.]
I guess saying I want to try everything with you is too much?
[Laughing in embarrassment, she dips her head and buries her face against the curve of his neck. It's warm and she doesn't have to worry about him seeing her blushing. Despite everything, she's actually feeling genuinely relaxed and happy. And she doesn't want either feeling to end anytime soon.]