[Of course he's worried about her. She thinks that maybe she shouldn't have said anything until after, but it felt like lying somehow if she wasn't completely up front with him. Besides, everyone's built up the whole virginity thing to be some big deal. Which her first time has ended up being a huge deal to her, but not because she waited for the right person. It was good, and she's left feeling completely boneless and content as they both catch their breath and let their bodies come down off their physical high.]
You didn't hurt me, Eddie.
[Her voice is soft and sweet as ever as she tries to reassure him, pressing gentle nips and kisses along his neck and collarbone. The fact that he's so worried that he might've hurt her makes her smile, because if she was going to buy into the whole virginity thing anymore, she only would because he's the perfect guy to have had sex with for the first time.
Thankfully, she doesn't vocalize that. She just makes a soft, happy sound that dies off in the back of her throat. And her hands lightly work their way up and down along his sides, until they settle against his hips.]
I feel great actually. Really great. You were so good. And um...
[Her head lifts, cheeks now dark red as she manages to somehow be embarrassed as she admits something out loud.]
I'd like to do that again sometime. Only if it was good for you too, I mean!
[Her fingers are tracing idle circles against his chest now, and she's quick to duck her head and press her face back up against him to breathe in his scent. Eddie doesn't need to see her shyness to know it's there. It's not like they have sex once and it's fucked out of her. In time it might, maybe. But it still lingers now, doubt about whether or not she was good enough clouding her high and bringing her back down to Earth.
She really wants to be perfect at everything she does. And it's stupid maybe, but she wants to be good for Eddie. Chrissy wants to make everything he's going through right now, all the fear and upset he's experienced? She desperately wants to be worth it for him.]
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You didn't hurt me, Eddie.
[Her voice is soft and sweet as ever as she tries to reassure him, pressing gentle nips and kisses along his neck and collarbone. The fact that he's so worried that he might've hurt her makes her smile, because if she was going to buy into the whole virginity thing anymore, she only would because he's the perfect guy to have had sex with for the first time.
Thankfully, she doesn't vocalize that. She just makes a soft, happy sound that dies off in the back of her throat. And her hands lightly work their way up and down along his sides, until they settle against his hips.]
I feel great actually. Really great. You were so good. And um...
[Her head lifts, cheeks now dark red as she manages to somehow be embarrassed as she admits something out loud.]
I'd like to do that again sometime. Only if it was good for you too, I mean!
[Her fingers are tracing idle circles against his chest now, and she's quick to duck her head and press her face back up against him to breathe in his scent. Eddie doesn't need to see her shyness to know it's there. It's not like they have sex once and it's fucked out of her. In time it might, maybe. But it still lingers now, doubt about whether or not she was good enough clouding her high and bringing her back down to Earth.
She really wants to be perfect at everything she does. And it's stupid maybe, but she wants to be good for Eddie. Chrissy wants to make everything he's going through right now, all the fear and upset he's experienced? She desperately wants to be worth it for him.]